I should update this.

Seven months in, the economy is failing, there is a shortage of gas, and folk are losing jobs. I must say that God has indeed been good. I am still out of work, but I still have income.

I am still taking pole classes. I am in the 101 class. Today, I had to climb the pole and swing my way down. Right now, my left foot and leg are in pain. It's okay, I feel like my muscles are working and I am on my way to being a Winter Sex Kitten.

I am not going to sugar coat anything, marriage is something else from being single. I actually envy single folk. When they date, it's all so fresh and new...because they don't live together. Everyday, is technically a date to us, we see each other so much. To some degree I feel that way. I wouldn't trade being married for the world. To look at my husband and to see the sexiness that he himself doesn't see speaks. To appreciate him for being a provider yells. To love him more than any other person, place, or thing in this world...hurts. One day, we'll be seperated by death..that is the day that my heart will mourn.