Well alots been going on with me latly and I am still not wanting to speak to fast but here it is..
So Back it up
FI and I split like three weeks ago needed space time to figure or selves out So thats was the plan. Anyway from he departed from my house the phone calls and all that have not stopped and i just couldn't stop thm myself. Well now its been almost four weeks and he has managed to pull me back in tottally and don't knwo but I do love him so whatever...!!! I am trying so hard not to get caught up i told him straight out that i don't want to be put back in a situation were i feel like I am not sure so we are begining again and taking it a day at a time . I really don't know if I am crazy for allowing him back in but I am tryign to give love a chance and I don't know but I am trying I love him with all my heart and now I will be moving in FL myself in a few months more liek two or three and I am going to be with him He also planned a trip to be back in DC with me for a week to really see whats up and I am looking forward to it I can't wait but I am so scared I feel like nervous and the whoel nine I just don;t know what to do . Giving up is a thign but actually giving things a chance its hard as hell. So I guess my question is Who thinks I am crazy ..? My friend who are all single was like if I were you i would tell that Man to get out of here but trust me My heart won't let me do no such thing So Now I am just waiting till august 2 when he comes out here to see me I am actually excited..They say absence make the heart grow founder but I knwo this now because the way I use to be he's is now and he is trying. Hope this was not too long