Laws of attraction
Posted 03-14-09 at 07:54 AM by treaurechest08
It started out something really beautiful, almost heavenly. The vibe we had when we first met was overwhelming. You reeled me in to believing that this was it. As I grew to learn who you were there was that magnetic connection that we both seem to share…and how strong of an connect that was, but lately it seems to be fading. We’ve had our share of highs and lows, and even as friends we can’t seem to find a happy medium, simply cause we can’t seem to communicate. I crave you in ways I crave no other. When we touch it’s as if a whole other being exists, a part of me I’ve been suppressing has been released, leaving me feeling uninhibited. I do that can never be repeated with another. Each and every time it becomes another time in space that I get lost in, humbling me to the moment, doing whatever feels right at that instant. I often feel as if it’s purely lust, if it’s just my body that’s connected you, it’s at those moments only do I wish for you to speak to me. Your voice, your words encourages me, builds me, drives me to continue and constantly please you in unimaginable ways.
Little by little I feel myself drawing away from you. Emotionally I am no longer connected you. My feelings for you have grown to change, change not for the better. I am numb when it comes to matters of the heart. I used to get it confused with the lust that I have for you. I tell myself that maybe we can make it will work itself out, yet when reality sets in; I see that all we will ever have is that special connection, that connection that allows us to drown in each other’s sea of ecstasy. As I observe you in your surroundings, I see that you stay clear of trivial things. I am a trivial being; I am intrigued by the complex, as you are not anymore; we are no longer equals in the mental sense.
Little by little I feel myself drawing away from you. Emotionally I am no longer connected you. My feelings for you have grown to change, change not for the better. I am numb when it comes to matters of the heart. I used to get it confused with the lust that I have for you. I tell myself that maybe we can make it will work itself out, yet when reality sets in; I see that all we will ever have is that special connection, that connection that allows us to drown in each other’s sea of ecstasy. As I observe you in your surroundings, I see that you stay clear of trivial things. I am a trivial being; I am intrigued by the complex, as you are not anymore; we are no longer equals in the mental sense.
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