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I'm a music lover, if I were given the chane to I could come up with a soundtrack to my life, it might be have a billion songs on there, but I could do it. I can almost associate a song with every significant moment of my life.. some think it's crazy but music is also my therapy.

Right now, the song that plays over and over in my head is How do I, by Leann Rhymes (i think that's her last name but either way).. i haven't heard that song in ages..but it's playing loud and clear as...

When I was an active member of Myspace the little group of people I knew used to do this thing call tell the truth tuesday. this you would tell some truths about yourself and thoughts. Since I've been doing alot of self evaluations I decided to do a blog about it..

I'm afraid of failure and get discouraged easily.
I've always been this way. There are alot of things i would love to do,things I have attempted but lost my motivation due to lack of encouragement or not getting...

I've always been told I have a good heart. I can see where that is true, so why is it that some of those very same people that says I do try to take advantage of it? I'm a really nice person, by my own admission, but don't get it twisted I can be a rea bh if need be. I guess you can call it the classic Gemini. Yup,I am a Gemini.

I've come to realize that when it comes to certain things and certain people I can't seem to say the word "NO". Or, I would but the good...

I know that every last one of us has a past, situations that maybe we don't regret, but knew that you should've could've handled differently but didn't at the time.

I don't regret my past, but there are sure some situations I would have handled very differnently if I had only taken the chance to just think about my actions before reacting. Lately my mind has been reverting back to past situations that has me sitting and thinking, "damn, did I REALLY do that?". Situations...

I should be at work but I decided to take the day off. I decided to work from home today. My head hurts, there's so much that I am dealing with, I needed the break. The weekend isn't long enough.

People think my life is all good, maybe because certain situations are ideal. PERSONALLY, my life isn't where I would like it to be. I try my best t get to that point, but everytime I feel like I am taking a a step forward towards something I end up feeling like I'm taking 30 steps backwards....